Wednesday, May 8, 2024

The Cockroach Catcher II: Attempted Living---The School

  

Kapok Tree TPGPS

“It is still there!”

I shouted back to my wife, having rushed forward at least a hundred steps on this uphill incline.  Most days I would be the one behind. It was like discovering a long lost toy for a toddler.  But it was: it was the joy, or toy of my childhood flooding back.

“Yes! The same peculiar red flowers on a leafless tree!”

Now joined by my wife, I showed her the peculiar tree that has these funny dark red flowers.

“No leaves!”

“No, they come later. We have quilts and pillows made with the cotton from the flowers.”

.........

Once a week, we had to arrive at school early to water the plot.  Buckets of water had to be lifted and carried a fair distance.  Little me struggled with half a bucketful, whilst my classmates a good head taller could easily manage full buckets. 

..........

One boy who sat next to me in class was very big and strong but he struggled with his maths.  We quickly came to an arrangement.  I helped him with his maths and he did my water duty for me.  He scored well enough to escape spanking by the maths teacher and I avoided my hard labour.  


Comments: From a High School friend.

---那是术棉花樹。亦叫英雄樹。花是五花茶之一 可药用

---广东每个农村都有。是风水樹。它是广东的省花

---我独爱此花。他太像我。少是我独在长洲求学懂得怎样独立像樹身带刺。生长时有 規律 每一成長就是一輪。厳冬一无所有由如我毕业离崇校的境况。行船候开花。结子 隨風飄 不爭寵愛向人間報 嚟到春的来到。

---忆行船


無限海洋,

無限風光。

偶然遇見幾条鯨魚,

隨波逐流,

自由嬉戏。

成百上千条海豚,

追逐着輪船,

似乎喜欢同人类玩要。

一只大海龟,

緩慢地游動,

毫不介意我们在它身旁快速駛过。

連綿幾海里的魚群,

鱗光閃閃。

仿如深海中突現淺滩,

吓人一跳。

日出日落,

繁星滿天。

幾只海鷗日夜追隨,

奔何遙遠的它方。

伴隨着無尽的思念,

喝一点小酒。

夜月明,

此時好睡眠。


The Cockroach Catcher II: Attempted Living


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Monday, April 29, 2024

The Cockroach Catcher II: Attempted Living.

 




Just published on Amazon

The Cockroach Catcher II: Attempted Living.


        In medicine, we have often been brought up to accept terms that were traditionally used without asking questions. After encountering many cases from my very early medical career in Internal Medicine, through Adult Psychiatry and eventually Child Psychiatry, attempted suicide is a term that puzzled me on and off. 

        One such case eventually changed my mind and it is described in the Chapter that carries the book title: Attempted Living.

            

Attempted Suicide

or

Attempted Living!

            

 Ålesund , Norway

One day before the meeting he asked me, "After Pretender, which Ibsen are you now reading?”

So he remembered recommending Ibsen to me.

"Ghosts!   I thought that was about syphilis."  I valiantly ventured.

“Substitute syphilis with the other condition beginning with S…..”

"Schizophrenia?"

“……And the son Oswald went catatonic! And hallucinating about ghosts……”

It was only after Ibsen’s death that the term schizophrenia was coined and the disorder described.

My guru was a Freudian psychoanalyst and so it would not surprise you that he would like to analyse and understand even the worst psychotics. We had an understanding not to put any patient on medication for the first six weeks of admission, unless they became too unmanageable.






     The book ends with a sunrise photo signifying a touching story of hope.


Review on Amazon:

Maureen
5.0 out of 5 stars Not the ordinary memoir

Reviewed in the United Kingdom 🇬🇧 on January 17, 2023

Am Ang Zhang has brilliantly woven together nostalgia, discoveries, astute observations and intelligent opinions. The fascinating title of the book is a deliberate understatement of his abundant life, where being a senior consultant psychiatrist is only a part of it . He is obviously a man of gifted intellect and refined tastes who, rather than hampered by material scarcity as a young child refugee, was fascinated by beauty in nature, and quickly acquired an appreciation of the finer things in life, enriched by travels and sustained by a keen engaging mind.
Reading his memoir is eye opening, and at times therapeutic. It was like meeting up with a learned old friend, as you sit with him and listen while his memories and ideas overflow. You travel with him as his stories move from continent to continent, from detailed episodes to gentle remarks, from freshly harvested catches to gourmet preparations, from ancient finds to modern scientific research ......
A most delightful read.